For a moment you forget..

Rin is going to Osaka tonight like everyone else before he left he took my to the top of a building to watch the full moon for a period within all the peace, no sounds nothing..

 you forget whats going on.. I think this was what I needed some time off, some time away to just calm down  the only thing we can keep doing is pray for all of them who has lost someone or something for them who no longer have a home or family to go back to.
I really dont see my self as a lucky person for this.. Im thinking more that im blessed.
Im glad all my friends are home and safe in the artic cold the place they call home.
Even tho I still have my friends and family in Sweden this is my home..
This is where I go to school this is where I work where I live and where I choose to spend my life..
This is where I want to be and I know it makes people worry..
But I know if something bad happens il go with the rest of them to Osaka until then im happy here right where I are..
As an old friend told me Strong words from a strong girl.
 I will keep fighting for what I want.. I want this and as long as I can stay that's what im going to do I just can't drop my whole life and say bai bai it doesnt work like that ive been over this so many times in my head but the result turns out the same.. Im staying in Japan.
Over and out / Mjao