Cleaning!

Atleast the computer it was needed! I cleand out 9 gig of crap or as Vinnie said 9 gig of porn lmao
Ive missed talking to him.. Alot but with both being busy with school and work we dont really get time anymore feels horrible to not talk to your own husband for so long. Vinnie was my first husband 5 years ago we never got a divorce so the marrige is solid ok!

 Haha what else is new, still working with Logan such a sweet kid but will it last? For the most of you I told you how I didnt know what to pick between leaving it and move on or taking a shot and get hurt. I picked the pussy way I aint even gonna bother its hard not to but Im not willing to take the chance anymore, Its one thing when you know where you have a person but when you really have no idea its better to leave it.. its making me crazy and I miss it..

But yea not gonna try anymore the risk of getting hurt is to big.

Recently ive started losing sleep because of this wishing and hoping for shit thats never gonna happen. What I should be doing is focus on school and work bipolar mode for the win heart says this mind says that oh well gonna start a cartoon and hope for some sleep night people <3