Tonight I cried

I won't be a long input today I'm tired sad and have a horrible migrain after watching this amazing series with Oliver all day I really thought it would end diffrently I really wish it did I really can't stop crying.. seeing someone like that just thinking about life, thinking about people you care about. And even more remembering those who are there for you in wet and dry. Looking back over my shoulder I can say how stupid I have been and to think that my mother was right for once. It was just never meant to be. Thinking about old friends seeing how few of them I've kept and how many of them that has been full of crap. One day I shall find someone like him even though if he is only a actor not until I find someone.. Someone who stay's when everything is bad.. When you need someone the most, and no matter what happens even if you fight you will never leave. Laugh together.. Cry together.. Face the pain and road blocks together it might take me sometime but rest asure, one day I will find him and then I can finally be happy..
Good night my friends and see you all tomorrow ( Special thanks to Vancy for talking to me at 3am last night) And thanks Yugi for making me realize something very important that I had forgotten I wish you all the best <3