Sleep for the weak?

Yesterday was one of the better day's of my life and one of the most nervous nights >< I don't see how I shall be able to sleep for the next two weeks. Last night we booked everything 2 Weeks in Alvesta shall be awesome close to everything and everyone. Before I booked the tickets we took turn in taking naps some more then others but does it matter when someone is so sweet and gentle soft and kind. Today I'm gonna start making a packing list eg sunglasses 2489 battery's for my mp3 charger for the phone etc. Worst thing about being this nervous is the lack of sleep.. I always have trouble doing things like this..
 I remember when I were going to Japan I slept for 1-2 hours that night had a cold shower in the morning and then slept about 30 min on that 14 hours flight hopfully I will sleep alot on the train. During my 4389 hour shower today, as I let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday I started thinking about joy happiness something I have been feel alot of the past days I supose I got you to thank for being able to sleep at all during the night <3

Speaking of speaking Skype is freaking retarded I remember being able to talk to L for 40-50 hours... Now?
15 hours then we need to recall >.< And now it's even in the same country.. Retarded skype I do have to say it has been nice having the whole weekend to just us though and I know we will have many more of these days to come which is kinda funny really as it makes me appreciate the time we have alone more and more and the funny part being -> Ive had more alone time with you in one week than Ive had with most people in months.. Last night it started coming to me which friends I've lost because of this and it hurts me really as the person whom I belived would ALWAYS have my back the way I had his..


Is the one who has hurt me the most and taken the biggest step away from me.. I had always been honest to him always told him what I knew in order for him not to get hurt.. In return he didn't trust me but it's alright I forgave him.. Now when it's me who needed him, what I get is lies and bullshit I only got one thing to say to that Tack Du.

I know damn well how you think but there is one thing I should make clear, you choose your friends and you choose who you hang out with.
From being so close to where we are
today when its obvious you're lying to my face it's just.. you can't be serious but it's alright I will leave you alone and when truth comes out once again stick with your choice and don't try coming back to me because this time you have lost me forever it's one thing to not beliving in me when saying something about a loved one but for you to lie straight to my face like you did.. Fuck it there are more fish in the sea and I will not stand for it so there you have it.. Good bye my old friend and I hope you're happy with your choice I know I am as he makes me happier then I've been in a long time I hope you can say the same baai ;3